DYING ALONE
By
Julie Dawn Hall
Timeline: Before Pilot
Author's E-Mail: j_hall@po.bethany.wvnet.edu
AUTHOR'S NOTES:
Damn I hate my computer. Here I go again! This is post @ so forgive me but I'm trying to clear up these weird symbols!Ok this is a stroy about the experience that Alonzo had when he awoke early in the sleep chamber. The stroy is set up with his thoughts. I hope you like it. It kind of twists at the end, not an unusual twist but I hope you'll like it
Dying Alone by Julie Dawn
yeah all that copyright crap.
DYING ALONE
by Julie DawnI feel so cold. My hands feel like solid ice. I can't move! This is a bad dream. only a bad dream. I'm okay! I know I am! The computer would realize if something is wrong. Just try not to think about this Alonzo! Your fine! Lyssa, have I got a nightmare to tell you. I'll think about my Mom! She was always so great. God! Am I cold! Just think happy thoughts. It will all go away soon!
I'm not sure how long I've been awake. It seems like forever! It really hasn't been that long! The computer will realizing I'm waking up and bring me out of cold sleep. This feels so weird. I can't feel anything. I'm more scared than anything. I better not tell that to Lyssa. She'll never let me forget it. huh? She probably find a way to broadcast it thorough out the stations. I'll just start to hum a song and all of this will be over with faster. What am I to do.... damn I forgot the words. It amazing how much I forget. Okay try again Alonzo or you'll go insane waiting. You know, some would say I'm crazy talking to myself. Hey it is not really talking, it's thinking. Yeah, there's a good excuse for insanity. Ok! bum bum. What are those words. oh. I love the time in between, The calm inside me. In the space where I can breathe...
Okay! I wish the stupid computer would hurry. My arms and legs are starting to ache. I feel like I've just played to much jusut ball. I love that game. Sometime I'll have to teach Lyssa how to play. Man could I use a hot shower or a massage! oh a massage! That would be great!
Oh God! OH god! please hurry! Wake me up! I feel so trapped and alone! help me! Lyssa! Anyone. Oh god, please. My bodies on fire! Each second is a moment of tiny ice danger piercing my skin. Oh god! ooooooohhh! Ohhhh! I can't stop shaking! I'm so cold so cold cold cold cold!!!!!!
How long have I been here? OH god! I can't take this. Let me die! Please. I think I broke my arm a little while ago! I know I did! I'm glad I don't have to see it. oh god. Alonzo just stop thinking! Sing again. I.... believe.... this ....is ....... heaven to no one......else ..but me... and I'll ... Oh please someone kill me! ooh God! Lyssa. Lyssa! What good is it to scream, They can't hear me! Oh (sob) god (cries) let me die! Please end this!
How much pain can a man stand before he dies! I feel so much yet I know I'll die soon! I can feel it! My head is light and I feel myself slipping into the welcomed darkness! I'm caged here. What a horrible way to die Alone! All Alone! Lyssa! oh god! Ok the pain is not as bad as before! I.......I'm coming to see you MOM!
Where am I? It is too damn bright in here. Who said that? Where are you? Don't touch me! Leave me alone? I'll just run. I can't move. Let me go! WHO ARE YOU!? SO MANY HANDS! Wait! mom is that you? NO these hands were no ladies. They were rough! Oh my god! What are you? Your faces! Oh god, Is this Hell? What are you doing? I feel so sleepy. My pain is going away? What are you doing? Who said that? Please just let me die? Leave me ! The pain is gone! What did you do? Please tell me, Where am I ? Please just let me die. I... wish... you
Where am I? It's too damn bright in here! GOD THIS PLACE STINKS! I know this smell.
"Lie still son! Your too weak to be moving about!"
Who said that? Where are you? God not again? I canUt take this much longer. I...
"ThatUs it boy! Rest!"
DAMN THAT LIGHT!
"hey boy! IUm glad to see you stirring. How do you feel"
oh great a doctor! Why can't I wake up to something alot prettier.
"Son are you okay?"
"yeah" I just feel like crap and your asking me how I feel. Just go away and leave me alone.
"son, the council would like to ask you a few questions, if you able."
"Yeah, whatever!" Screw the damn council! Just when something terrible happens they want to use it to their advantage.Smile Alonzo and get ready to shovel it to them.
eleswhere:
"Sir"
"yes?"
"The experiment was a success. Out of all the 50 subjects- only one survived"
"Who?"
" A pilot. Named Alonzo Solace."
"So I guess the human body canUt take as much as we thought" "no sir"
"Thank you for the report"
"Your welcome Councilman Blalock!"
"Good bye soldier!"
'Yes sir"The door slams behind him.
-The End-
direct all comments to j_hall@po.bethany.wvnet.edu all comments even bad ones are welcome. Julie Dawn Hall
This text file was ran through PERL script made by Andy. Original text file is available in Andy's Earth 2 Fan Fiction Archive.