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      Need To Be Next To You
      Category: Books » Harry Potter  Censor:  G   Genre:  Romance   Reviews:  
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Need To Be Next To You
-Leigh Nash
 
 
 
A/N: I know I said I’ll quit writing but then I realized that there are really 
some people who don’t know how to appreciate things even though you worked hard 
for it (people like Borg) but you have to deal with them. So now that I changed 
my mind, here’s my other fic...a songfic. Please review. You can even flame coz 
I don’t care.
 
Another A/N: I really like this song. I first heard this song from my crush. 
Enjoy! 
 
 
I've run through these feelings for so long 
telling my heart I didn't need you 
pretending I was better off alone 
but I know that it's just a lie
 
I can still remember when you used to follow me with your sweet eyes when you 
were just a kid. And when I caught you, your eyes would act as if they were 
looking at something else. I really miss your glances, the way your cheeks flush 
when I talk to you, your charming voice when you speak to me. But now, 
everything has changed. You have grown-up. You turned into a very lovely lady. 
You have many suitors which I think, made it easily for you to be over with me. 
I know I have ignored you during those days but it was just that I can’t hide 
the fact that you’re just Ron’s little sister. I tried to forget my feelings but 
never succeeded until I found Cho.
 
so afraid to take a chance again 
so afraid of what I'd feel inside
 
I fell for Cho. I gave my love for her but she never gave me her love. I was so 
depressed. I never thought it was this difficult. It was very painful. The 
feeling of rejected. It hurted me so much. Then, again, I found you but reminded 
myself about the feeling of unrequited love. I never wanted it to happen again 
because I know you’ll never love me. After all, I took you for granted. 
 
but I need to be next to you (need to be next to you) 
oh I, oh I 
I need to share every breath with you (share every breath with you) 
oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smiling each morning 
look into your eyes each night 
for the rest of my life
 
But I can’t help it. I really wanted to be with you. I need to be next to you. I 
want to be your protector like I did back then. I want to share the joy and love 
to a special girl like you. Even though I have friends, I feel imperfect. I know 
they help me but still, I feel unsatisfied. I feel I need someone like...you.
 
here with you, near with you 
oh I 
I need to be next to you 
need to be – next to you
 
‘Oh Ginny! I know you know that I’ve never shown any affection towards you...I’m 
so sorry. I never thought it would end up like this. If I have fought my fear of 
the thought as Ron’s little sister, it would never be like this.’ I want to tell 
these words to you. Right now, my fear is still remaining in me. I have killed 
the Lord Voldermort which is considered a nightmare of all. But my fear...it’s 
still here. I should overcome it.
 
right here with you is right where I belong 
I'll lose my mind if I can't see you 
without you there is nothing in this life 
that would make life worth living for
 
We only have a few days left, and next, I’ll be leaving this place. I’ll never 
see you again. I don’t want these things to happen. I want to spend my time with 
you, near with you. I don’t know what life would bring without you. All I know 
is that, it’s lacking.
 
I can't bear the thought of you not here 
I can't fight what I feel anymore
 
Without you...I think I’ll never survive. I’ll never last the pain. I would 
rather choose to...die if you’re not with me. Ginny, please, I need you. I will 
do anything just to be with you.
 
'cause I need to be next to you (need to be next to you) 
oh, oh 
I need to share every breath with you (share every breath with you) 
oh, oh 
I need to know I can see you smiling each morning 
look into your eyes each night 
for the rest of my life
 
If you’re by my side, I feel satisfied. Even just a little talk, a little smile, 
a little look on you is enough to make my day. The love I will feel from you 
will keep me alive eternally. I wanted to burst now. I’m full of feelings inside 
me and it’s killing me. I can’t bear the thought of you away from me. You’re my 
only hope. If you’re with me, I feel like I was rescued from a lifetime of 
loneliness. If only I have the courage to talk to you right now but I haven’t 
got any. Even a little...nothing. Nothing. Speaking of nothing, I have nothing 
left. My friends are having some mutual understanding already. I don’t have 
parents. I don’t have someone special. I don’t have...love. Love which you could 
only give the way I want to receive. I don’t have anything that can make me rise 
up from this pact sadness.
 
here with you, near with you 
oh I 
I need to be next to you
 
I’m spending my time sitting by the lake doing nothing. Useless! Everything is 
useless. What is life without you? And I can’t move! I don’t want to move. I’m 
lifeless because I’m hopeless, depressed, miserable, and...loveless. Loveless 
because you’re not next to me. *Just then, Ginny came to sit by the lake when 
she saw Harry but he didn’t notice.* If only you’re here. Who’s that? I think I 
hear a sweet voice call my name. I think she’s...I turned around and saw her. I 
couldn’t speak. I lost for words. A while ago, I was talking to myself 
pretending I was talking to her. Then, I remembered my fear. I should overcome 
it. I should overcome it.
 
I need to have your heart next to mine 
for all the time 
hold you for all my life 
I need to be next to you
 
If this wouldn’t work, at least I tried.
 
“Harry? Is there anything wrong?” she asked with her beautiful eyes full of 
concern.
 
I gathered all my confidence which is a while ago empty and said softly, “Ginny, 
I want to talk to you.”
 
“But we’re talking already,” she said and I think she noticed I was serious and 
continued, “uh, sorry. Yes?”
 
I told her, “Don’t be sorry. I should be the one who should say sorry. Can you 
forgive me?”
 
“You didn’t do anything to me,” she admitted.
 
“I did. In fact, you know it. I never want this to happen. Oh Ginny! I know you 
know that I’ve never shown any affection towards you...I’m so sorry. I never 
thought it would end up like this. If I have fought my fear of the thought of 
you as Ron’s little sister, it would never be like this. You’re very far from me 
and I can’t stand it.”
 
“No, please don’t say that. I’m here. I’m always here.”
 
I need to be next to you (to be next to you) 
oh I, oh I 
need to be, need to be next to you 
share every breath with you 
oh, oh I 
I need to feel you in my arms, babe (oh...) 
in my arms, babe (oh I...) 
I need to be next to you 
oh I, oh I 
(oh I...) 
 
She hugged me. She patted my back while hugging me.
 
“Thanks,” I said softly still in her arms. I felt comfort. I felt love. “I love 
you Ginny.”
 
She released me and whispered, “I still love you, Harry.” She kissed me on the 
cheek.
 
 
 
 
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